It’s so important to understand that our time is’nt God’s time. When I was nominated for a Community Care Award at the Stellars in Nashville this year, I stood on the stage and felt like my prayers were going to be answered. I worked so hard to be a blessing to my community and I simply didn’t win. Canton Jones, Ja Phire Life, Ms. Kayla and many other artist that knew me were cheering for me and my name was not called. I walked off the stage and felt like crying because I just wanted to win for all the people who told me I wouldn’t amount to anything. I wanted to win for my parents who are deseased. I wanted to win for my oldest brother who is deseased. I wanted to win for my oldest sister who pushed me to not give up. I wanted to win for my wife and kids so they can be proud of their dad. I had to understand that my timing is not Gods timing and I have to continue to praise him in the good and bad times. I was upset with God, I felt abandoned by God, but after repenting he helped me to understand its all about him and not me. Thanks so much God
